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Post by Fateful on Sept 22, 2011 21:49:49 GMT -5
Mello shifted his weight awkwardly. "I... I'm Mihael Kheel, but I prefer to be called Mello." He felt even more awkward that he was called cute. This guy definitely found him attractive, and the blonde found it awkward, and had no idea how to deal with it. He'd never really been complimented on his appearance before. Normally it brought him into dozens of brawls, fist fights, and school yard battles. He hated it, but that was his reality. Despite the fact he didn't want to be gay, and did everything to avoid looking at guys... he just couldn't help himself sometimes. It was weird. "I'm sorry, b-but I'm not... gay. We can be like... friends, but guys aren't my thing." Mello wasn't proud of how weak his voice was, but at least he'd gotten it out?
The blonde took his hand and shook it, glad that he met someone that he could consider a friend. However, he wasn't sure his parents would be pleased... Yeah, he met someone, but it was a guy friend. Not that his father didn't have guy friends, but they knew that Mello was flawed and influenced by Satan. If it was a girl, they'd be much happier about this entire arrangement.
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Post by otakulady89 on Sept 22, 2011 21:55:42 GMT -5
A small bit of pain lanced through Matt's heart, and the red-head grinned. He should have known. Really, now he just looked like an idiot in front of this kid, and now he was turned down. Dammit. Turned down and didn't even ask. "Aw, hell, that's okay man. I'm bi anyway, so we can probably scout out some hot chicks for each other!" He offered, shaking the hand warmly.
Anything. Anything to be this guy's friend. And hell yes, Matt was desperate, and clingy, and dear god, it was pathetic, but hell, he'd take anything at this point. He'd have to tell Cross about this tonight...
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Post by Fateful on Sept 22, 2011 22:01:38 GMT -5
The look on the kid's face was a painful heart break, and Mello felt bad. He just destroyed his hopes and he wondered if there was something he could do to fix it. After all, it wasn't like he fit in anywhere either. He was some fag looking blonde with long hair and wore the tightest clothes he could. His father hated it, but his mother didn't want to discorage him anymore than she had to. And she seemed to know something about his happiness, but decided to hide it from Ivan. Or, at least Mello assumed she did.
"Sorry... I didn't mean to cock block you, but I didn't want you to get the wrong idea." Somehow, hunting for girls actually made his heart sink. That wasn't what he wanted... Not really anyway.
But, thinking abuot it, he had the feeling that he was gonna have to tell someone tonight. He couldn't decide who was better, Ryuuzaki, or GamerTroll. Knowing things logically, he was much more comfortable talking to Ryuuzaki. He was older and didn't judge. But Troll was sweeter and much more affectionate...
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Post by otakulady89 on Sept 22, 2011 22:11:52 GMT -5
He waved a hand in front of his shoulder. "Naw, it's alright! I don't mind. Besides, you can't help how you're made right?" Grinning, he went on, trying to recover quickly. "So, I know you're probably in awkwardville with me right now, but... wanna hang out at lunch tomorrow too?" He offered, grinning in a way he hoped was friendly, and not stalker-desperate.
But the bell rang before he could hear his new friend's answer. "Crap! If I'm late again, Ms. Remu will KILL me! H-Hey, I'll see you tomorrow, okay?" Matt called, snatching up his backpack, and running, knocking over a display, to the shreiking dismay of one of the librarians, and kept running, all the way to his next class, where he lay his head down, and groaned to himself the entire class. It was to the point that Miss Remu asked if he was even well enough to continue class.
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Post by Fateful on Sept 22, 2011 22:19:38 GMT -5
Mello smiled. He liked that the other teenager was happy. It was weird, to be honest. There was just something about the red head that the blonde felt drawn to, so he didn't fight it. "Yeah... I'd like that." He made a friend. So at least that was something right? "I'll meet you here tomorrow." He stated, grabbing his stuff and swinging it over his shoulder. He also had to get to class, and he prided himself on being first at everything. He couldn't fell behind. He was first in this last school, so he'd had to be the same here.
Seeing the red head knock over a display, Mello laughed and shook his head. He wrote a new section of a story and had one of the male characters do exactly what Matt had done and uploaded it that day. Of course, he'd written it in a way to make sure that it didn't seem like a direct copy of what happened that day. Still, each time he read it over; he couldn't stop smiling. It reminded him of his newest friend.
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Post by otakulady89 on Sept 22, 2011 22:40:10 GMT -5
Later that night, the red-head slid into his seat in front ofh is computer. The moniter was the only light in the dark and messy room, besides the lamp-post outside, the male's curtains thrown wide to invite the light. His door was locked, and his mini-fridge stocked, his dad off to work, and Matt was ready for another long night of work and pleasure. Maybe tonight he could get Cross to join him on the chatbox?
Gam3rTr0ll Logged on
3 PMs 423 Forum Posts
Holy shit, Cross posted something! He read it religiously, sighing, because it was not even CLOSE to the resolution he'd been hoping for for that particular story. But hey, it wasn't over yet!
A quick post letting cross know that he adored the new post, and that she should really try for a happy ending with this one (and of course, that if she needed help devising one, he was happy to provide a real life one for her), before he moved onto the code for that night.
A few hours later, he joined in to the chat room, his seventh mountain dew to his lips.
Matchstix2:So Ryuuzaki, no sign of Kira tonight? Is your bff ronery w/out u? XD *totally teasing* hItlerCest:Kira's a pussy anywayz. Gam3rTr0ll: You only say that cuz he ain't here, Hit. And didn't I tell you that username'll get you banned, dude? ^.^
Ah, teenage idiocy...
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Post by Fateful on Sept 23, 2011 11:22:47 GMT -5
Cross2Burn Logged on
21 PMs 951 Forum Posts
He went through all of his PMs, and answered them all. He made sure that they were detailed, but he didn't give information about his stories. Ever. That ruined it, and he had told someone once, and they posted it all over the site, so he'd subsequently changed the story because of it. He enjoyed protecting his stories. It gave him some solace.
Troll was always sweet to him, and it made him happy. The guy was so sweet, and Mello loved reading his replies. He sent him a message saying that he was thankful for his help, but he had an ending in mind, and it wouldn't end the way his previous story had (unhappily).
When he noted the chat, he smiled. Talking to Ryuuzaki always made him happy.
Ryuuzaki: I think he's upset that he lost to me again. Normally he's good spirited about losing, but I'm ahead of him now. I assume that's why he's lurking. F3onix: Too bad the debates aren't like every other day. You two are some of the smartest people on the site! FreelyPinkl: Hell yeah! I can totally see you guys duking it out. Ryuuzaki: Knowledge comes with age and motivation. *after school special time: Stay in school.* I can't imagine our arguments being fun for either of us if we're forced to do it that often. And maybe we should argue about genocide. There's so many of them, Native American, Jewish, Rwandan, Cambodian, Yugoslavia... Cross2Burn: Ryuuzaki, do you think that there are two sides to an issue of genocide?[/color] Ryuuzaki: Well, honestly, no. But part of being a well educated individual and debatable person is that you could debate on two sides of a problem. I'm not advocating it, I'm simply saying that in some cases, it could be argued from the point of view who those who committed it.
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Post by otakulady89 on Sept 24, 2011 4:15:17 GMT -5
Holy shit. She was on the chatbox. Actually on the chatbox. A grin spread across pale, freckled cheeks, and Matt's fingers flew as he typed quickly to make sure he didn't miss her. So explosive was his will to tell her what had happened today, that he completely ignored the conversation going on around her.
FreelyPinkl:I don't care! I just wanna see you guys going at it. I've even drawn some really great avvie-art of you two! the UST is killing me. XD Gam3rTr0ll: Cross, my darling! I almost forsook our love today, for a hot boy, but fear not, I am still yours, as the universe decided to make him straight. *sighs* SO! Marry me, my love! <3 . <3 Matchstix2: Troll, dude, try not to seem so desperate, kay? XD Jeezus man.
Matt didn't care if it sounded desperate. At all. He just wanted Cross to know... and if it had to be a public forum, then sure. A public chatbox it would be. And besides, he was telling her he HADN'T betrayed her (undying, if silent) love.
Okay, he was deluding himself. But truthfully, he really didn't know what to say. Then he blinked, suddenly reminded of something.
Gam3rTr0ll:Hey, Ryuuzaki, btw, how'd your first day at work go? Good, y/n?
He was sure everyone wanted to know how their resident best-adjusted had done in the big, wide, world!
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Post by Fateful on Sept 24, 2011 12:04:00 GMT -5
Mello strangely felt wanted when he read that. No one ever cared for him in such a way before. Not even his parents were so accepting and affection toward him. But that's just how Catholics were. He shifted in his computer chair, wondering if this person really felt this way about him. Could someone that had only seen him in writing (and like everyone else here, assumed he was a girl) really love him? Everything about him was based on a lie... But he felt protected that way. Cross2Burn: lol, Hi Troll. I'm glad to find that you didn't fall in love with a guy for my sake, but that doesn't comfort me. How do I know you won't do it again? That just makes you a gay boy. But don't get your hopes too high, you're sweet, but I don't things could work out between us. Ryuuzaki: Careful Cross, it looks to me like your flirting. Work was interesting today, Troll. I can't complain. The cake here is delicious and I found a cop that is plays errand boy for the predict. He's mindless, but he's one hell of a shot; the only reason he's a cop. I'm content. Cross2Burn: > > FrogBack24135: Ryu! Don't scare away Cross! She's never in chat! And now we can ask her about her stories! Where she gets motivation; what's gonna happen next!? If she's ever gonna write that hot yaoi story I asked her to
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Post by otakulady89 on Sept 24, 2011 13:13:02 GMT -5
Oh god. Even when she let him down, Matt just couldn't stay away. The grin just grew bigger when he realised that Ryuuzaki thought she was flirting too! He quickly typed up a response.
Gam3rTr0ll: Awwww, Cross, you're so cute! Forbidden love always works out! Romeo and Juliet, my dear! GrownGasp12: Didn't Romeo and Juliet kill themselves? Gam3rTr0ll: Yeah... But... Shut up! Anyway, Cross, dear, you don't have to answer any questions you don't want to. Besides, I can't imagine you writing Yaoi anyway... though it would be hot... *drools* I could pose for you! XD >.> And I'm bi, not gay.
He had to clear that little number up, didn't want Cross thinking she didn't have a shot, when she really held his heart. For a moment, his thoughts skipped back to his new friend. The blonde boy was beautiful, yeah... but not interested. So, Matt would move on.
KiraInTheMoon Signed in
KiraInTheMoon: Hello everyone! How is your evening going?
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Post by Fateful on Sept 24, 2011 13:38:23 GMT -5
Mello somehow was happy that he could flirt with someone online and it seem totally innocent. They thought he was a girl, so there was nothing wrong with it. He wasn't acting on what he wanted; so that made up for it right? He wasn't actually sinning because this wasn't real. But he wondered what Troll was like in real life... What Ryuuzaki was like, despite the little she knew about him.
Cross2Burn: ^^;; I don't need a cock model, but thanks Troll. Ryuuzaki: Good evening, Kira. I'm supervising Troll hitting on Cross, per usual. And I don't think anyone wants to have a romance like Romeo and Juliet. Sex, marriage, and death in a week seems a little premature; but it is in fact the order of relationships. . Cross2Burn: ...Knowing my life, mine will most likely end like Othello. Giggidyi: Does that mean you prefer black guys? I could get into that sweet thing. I bet I'm twice as long as Troll. Ryuuzaki: Doesn't this forum have sexual harassment TOS?
Mello suddenly felt really uncomfortable and was debating getting out of the chat. This was weird. Why was everyone hitting on him? And why were they all GUYS talking about their junk? Someone once offered to model for him. Normally women offered to pose for him, especially when they saw what he could do. In the Catholic school he was in, the girls would find any reason to rip off all their clothes for some hot guy.
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Post by otakulady89 on Sept 24, 2011 13:54:50 GMT -5
Now that was taking it a bit far... Matt hadn't meant it like that... But how could he convince his darling Cross that that was the truth? He sighed, waiting a few more moments, and noticing that Kira seemed to have tried for him. How strange... Kira usually didn't do anything like that...
KiraInTheMoon: Now, now, Gigg. I don't see any reason for you to compare yourself to someone who obviously loves Cross for who she is, rather than her sex. So be careful, or Tr0ll, whom I might remind you, is an admin, might block you.
STRIKE! Matt grinned, typing quickly, tears in his eyes. The clock behind him ticked away the late night hours.
Gam3rTr0ll:Thank you, Kira. You have no idea how true that is! And I only meant that I'd be willing to show you looks of love, Cross! I swear! fiskara56: Y'know... it's kinda weird that everybody's hitting on cross. I mean... she's not even that great of a writer. Seriously, get over yourself. Gam3rTr0ll:You take that back right now. Or I will ban you. Totally serious. This is NOT a place to put others down, Fisk.
Matt didn't want to ban anyone, because if they were there, they needed help. But seriously, this bitch just hit his one last nerve.
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Post by Fateful on Sept 24, 2011 14:10:01 GMT -5
Cross2Burn: Finally, someone that agrees with me. I'm not that good of a writer, tbh. I just do it as a hobby, I only kept uploading because someone asked me to. Ryuuzaki: I like Cross' writing. It's not perfect, but she's not a published author, now is she? Fisk, you don't like it, don't read it. And at least she can spell correctly. I've seen some of your rps. Semen doesn't have an A in it. Giggidyi: I don't wanna get banned. I'm just sayin' ^^;; And who cares about a girls feelings. You just find the ones that will tap on it for free. Who needs to wine and dine? Ryuuzaki: This is why I dislike Americans... They're so out of touch with reality. I think after I leave I'm going to go live in Japan for a year or two again. DemonBluez: O.O For serious? How do you have a job that sweet?! Can I do it? Take me on as your apprentice!
Mello chuckled. Few users knew exactly how much older Ryuuzaki was then them. But that only drew Mello in more. There was just something so powerful and amazing about him. He wished that he could be that smart. It was the reason he worked so hard in school and did everything to get into a good college.
Cross2Burn: Don't worry Tr0ll. I wasn't worried about you being creepy. But if I wanted to have erotic art, I don't need a model.
Mello felt a little better, seeing both Ryuuzaki and Tr0ll defending him. It did help, believe it or not. It just... relaxed him. It helped, despite the fact that he could leave at any time. But he liked talking to Ryuuzaki, so he thought it would be best to go with him and change the subject.
Cross2Burn: Ryuuzaki, how many countries have you lived in? Ryuuzaki: Depends what you mean by 'lived'. I've worked in over 30 countries. I've only lived or wanted to stay in about 5.
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Post by otakulady89 on Sept 24, 2011 14:20:55 GMT -5
Gam3rTr0ll:^.^ I'm glad you understand my love, Cross. I'm sure you're improving everyday! It's important to remember that there's nothing you can't do! GemStoned:The more you know~! Gam3rTr0ll: How mean! T.T
Matt sighed, smiling, Everyone was so happy tonight... It was great.
KiraInTheMoon:Has anyone heard from KokoroHeartz? I was pming her this week, and she hasn't replied in three days. Menchi'ZDelite:Dunno... Haven't seen her logged in...
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Post by Fateful on Sept 24, 2011 14:27:01 GMT -5
Ryuuzaki: At least you're supportive Tr0ll. It's sweet. Cross2Burn: I talked to her a few days ago. We got into an argument. Ryuuzaki: About? DemonBluez:O.O Cross, what did you do? Did you push her over the edge? Ryuuzaki: Don't make this worse, Bluez. Cross2Burn: She started a fight with me because I mentioned Ryuuzaki's victory in one of my A/Ns in an update. She likes Kira, so it pissed her off and said it showed my bias.
Mello was starting to get nervous. He noted that she hadn't been on in a few days, but she didn't seem that bad when she sighed off. She just freaked out on him, cursed him out for beating her in an argument and signed out. He thought she blocked him, so he sent a PM to apologize about the argument and edited his post to remove the comment about Ryuuzaki's victory as a sign of good faith. Was this seriously his fault? What happened to her?
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